[14:15] Dedicated Dreamer: u azn?
[14:15] Orange: Who are you?
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: lolol
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: azn
[14:16] Orange: K.
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm the chosen onw
[14:16] Orange: Who are you?
[14:16] Orange: K.
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: one*
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: K
[14:16] Orange: Why are you talking to me?
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: Because
[14:16] Dedicated Dreamer: my role's to deliver to message
[14:16] Orange: ?
[14:17] Dedicated Dreamer: Hope for those who choose to hear it and a warning for those who don't
[14:17] Orange: What message?
[14:17] Dedicated Dreamer: The message
[14:17] Orange: Is it the message that you're fucking my mom?
[14:17] Orange: Because she's ugly.
[14:17] Orange: I'd never guess that you would.
[14:18] Dedicated Dreamer: She's a babe
[14:18] Orange: But is that the message?
[14:18] Dedicated Dreamer: You'd love her
[14:18] Dedicated Dreamer: Something close enough
[14:18] Orange: What's the actual one?
[14:18] Dedicated Dreamer: Guess
[14:18] Dedicated Dreamer: My azn friend
[14:18] Orange: Uh...
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: Are you azn?
[14:19] Orange: Are you saying that my fanfic sucks?
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: Answer this question first
[14:19] Orange: Because I already knew that.
[14:19] Orange: You already said that I was azn.
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: It's really, really imporant
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: are
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: you
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: azn?
[14:19] Orange: I don't know what that word means.
[14:19] Dedicated Dreamer: Asian
[14:19] Orange: Oh.
[14:19] Orange: So there's no difference?
[14:19] Orange: K.
[14:20] Dedicated Dreamer: Nope
[14:20] Orange: Yeah.
[14:20] Dedicated Dreamer: Same azn difference
[14:20] Orange: It's sad, right?
[14:20] Dedicated Dreamer: Where?
[14:20] Orange: Where what?
[14:20] Dedicated Dreamer: Which part of aznland?
[14:20] Orange: Underwater?
[14:20] Orange: No.
[14:20] Orange: Uh...
[14:20] Orange: Mexico?
[14:20] Orange: No, wait, that's not part of azia.
[14:20] Dedicated Dreamer: Omg
[14:20] Orange: Uh...
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: You're in danger my friend
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: Serious danger
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: Shit man
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: They're coming to get you
[14:21] Orange: My parents grew up in the Philipines, but they're Chinese.
[14:21] Orange: Ok.
[14:21] Orange: And why should I care?
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: And you're in?
[14:21] Orange: In what?
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: Chinaland? or Philipenis?
[14:21] Dedicated Dreamer: lol, penis
[14:22] Orange: I'm not in your mom, because I'm homosexual, so...
[14:22] Orange: Antartica.
[14:22] Dedicated Dreamer: Hawt enough
[14:22] Dedicated Dreamer: Antartican Mexico?
[14:22] Dedicated Dreamer: in South East Asia?
[14:22] Orange: No.
[14:22] Dedicated Dreamer: Shit man
[14:22] Dedicated Dreamer: You're still in danger
[14:22] Orange: Why should I care?
[14:23] Dedicated Dreamer: Because
[14:23] Dedicated Dreamer: they are coming to get you
[14:23] Orange: So?
[14:23] Dedicated Dreamer: They are coming to get you
[14:23] Orange: why are you still talking to me
[14:23] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm trying to save your life
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: Hide under the desk
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: bed
[14:24] Orange: Why should I care about my life?
[14:24] Orange: Why should I hide?
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: Or you can come over to my bed and hide
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: Because you're NOT an emo
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: You want to live
[14:24] Orange: How do you know?
[14:24] Dedicated Dreamer: because life offers sex
[14:25] Orange: I never told you I was or wasn't.
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: You want sex
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: because sex offers life
[14:25] Orange: But I can't have sex until I'm a REAL boy.
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: It's basic physics
[14:25] Orange: D:
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: that makes me know
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: You ARE a real boy
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: Even if you were still a puppet
[14:25] Dedicated Dreamer: You'd be used as a sex toy
[14:25] Orange: Eh.
[14:25] Orange: But I'm not comfortable with murdering people.
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: No murdering
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: Just rape
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: I mean
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: surprise sex
[14:26] Orange: But I'm not comfortable with surprise sex.
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: It'll be fun
[14:26] Orange: Unless they're on date rape drugs.
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: try it on me
[14:26] Orange: Or dead.
[14:26] Orange: But then it's not a surprise.
[14:26] Dedicated Dreamer: Oh
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: That's what makes it a surprise
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: When you think it isn't
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: and BAM
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: it is
[14:27] Orange: K.
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: Physics, my friend
[14:27] Orange: Do you have any pictures of yourself?
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: No
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: Why?
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: You want to hunt me down?
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: Stalker
[14:27] Dedicated Dreamer: But it's okay
[14:27] Orange: I thought that's what I was supposed to do.
[14:28] Orange: D:
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: as long as their's surprise sex
[14:28] Orange: You have failed at grammar.
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: If you can handle the sex part only
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: I failed at everything
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: except sex
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: Because sex
[14:28] Orange: I lost it.
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: is the only thing worth passing at
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: You lost you virginity?
[14:28] Orange: No.
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: This quick?
[14:28] Orange: I lost my mood.
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: I didn't feel a thing though
[14:28] Dedicated Dreamer: Do it again
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: second round, pwease
[14:29] Orange: I can't get aroused by people who fail at grammar.
[14:29] Orange: Sorry.
[14:29] Orange: Maybe in another hour.
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: No you didn't
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: It's right there
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: yeah
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: Grammar's really hot isn't it?
[14:29] Dedicated Dreamer: It makes me wet too
[14:29] Orange: what
[14:29] Orange: wait
[14:30] Orange: does that make you a girl
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: "I HAD three cats BY the table!"
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: OOOHH YEAH
[14:30] Orange: k.
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: Mmm
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm both
[14:30] Orange: ew
[14:30] Orange: the worst of both, i best
[14:30] Orange: *bet
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: Which side do you want to pick?
[14:30] Orange: the one with higher stats
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: The best of the best when combined
[14:30] Dedicated Dreamer: Both
[14:30] Orange: huh
[14:31] Dedicated Dreamer: Sex
[14:31] Orange: the best of the what
[14:31] Dedicated Dreamer: The best
[14:31] Orange: do you mean of both genders
[14:31] Orange: because if you do that you just get male
[14:31] Orange: idiot
[14:31] Orange: it's unpossible
[14:31] Dedicated Dreamer: No, that's sexist
[14:31] Dedicated Dreamer: You're sexist
[14:32] Orange: and proud
[14:32] Dedicated Dreamer: Males don't have boobs K?
[14:32] Dedicated Dreamer: They have maleboobs
[14:32] Dedicated Dreamer: No
[14:32] Dedicated Dreamer: Just azn
[14:32] Orange: i like maleboobs
[14:32] Orange: ):
[14:32] Orange: are you being critical of my taste
[14:32] Dedicated Dreamer: I like maleboobs too
[14:32] Orange: you know
[14:33] Orange: i think you should shut the fuck up
[14:33] Orange: that would be a good idea
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: No
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: But okay
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: Bye
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: ilu
[14:33] Orange: I love me more.
[14:33] Orange:
[14:33] Orange: Bye.
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: I love your mom more
[14:33] Dedicated Dreamer: kthxbai
[14:33] Orange: Yay.
[14:33] Orange: You can have her.
[14:33] Orange: She's mean to me.
[14:34] Dedicated Dreamer: Yay
[14:34] Dedicated Dreamer: I'll share
[14:34] Dedicated Dreamer: promise
[14:34] Orange: No.
[14:34] Orange: No sharing.
[14:34] Orange: Just keep her.
[14:34] Orange: She is a horrible parent.
[14:34] Orange: Bye.
[14:34] Dedicated Dreamer: She never offers you the sex doesn't she?
[14:34] Dedicated Dreamer: that's horrible
[14:35] Orange: she just hits me
[14:35] Orange: and insults me
[14:35] Dedicated Dreamer: Oh, that's hot actually
[14:35] Orange: "a BOY with a VAGINA?"
[14:35] Dedicated Dreamer: I wish my mom would do that
[14:35] Orange: T_T
[14:35] Dedicated Dreamer: You're a girl
[14:35] Orange: No I'm not.
[14:35] Dedicated Dreamer: With a penis wannabe vagina
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: Physics
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: don't lie
[14:36] Orange: You said I was a boy.
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: No, you're both too
[14:36] Orange: Worst of both then.
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: Btw
[14:36] Orange: Which makes me just female.
[14:36] Orange: I'm sad.
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: being both is fun
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: Nope
[14:36] Dedicated Dreamer: You're azn too
[14:36] Orange: Huh?
[14:37] Orange: Then worst of all three.
[14:37] Dedicated Dreamer: Nope
[14:37] Dedicated Dreamer: you're le secks too
[14:37] Orange: why do you have to make me feel bad
[14:37] Dedicated Dreamer: Lets get it done. Now. On the floor
[14:37] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm not
[14:37] Orange: No.
[14:37] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm offering you secks
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: that's nice right?
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm nicer
[14:38] Orange: But you know I can't accept sex until I'm a real boy.
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: nice*
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: ask Adian
[14:38] Orange: So it's just torture.
[14:38] Orange: She's not on MSN.
[14:38] Orange: But she's on AIM.
[14:38] Orange: How about you have sex with her while I watch?
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: Tell her that some guy you're talking to right now
[14:38] Dedicated Dreamer: thinks that she's hot
[14:39] Orange: Who is that guy?
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: I have sex with the both of you as you watch? Sure
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Me
[14:39] Orange: No.
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Yes
[14:39] Orange: Only her.
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm a guy
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: I confess
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Yay
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Sex with Adian
[14:39] Orange: Good for you.
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Bring it on
[14:39] Orange: Go on and brag.
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: I assume
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: you love guys
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: or you just want to be one?
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: Seriously maan
[14:39] Dedicated Dreamer: maam*
[14:40] Dedicated Dreamer: Being a girl, it's a lot more special than being a guy in so many ways
[14:40] Orange: huh
[14:40] Dedicated Dreamer: Guys are pawns. Easily used and misused
[14:40] Orange: So are all humans.
[14:40] Dedicated Dreamer: Girls are emotionally stronger, they can me real changes in this world
[14:41] Dedicated Dreamer: So are all humans, but differences exist
[14:41] Dedicated Dreamer: Sadly
[14:41] Orange: how the fuck are they emotionally stronger
[14:41] Dedicated Dreamer: It's the experiences girls go through, naturally that makes them different
[14:41] Orange: i don't notice this shit
[14:41] Dedicated Dreamer: Hint: PMSing
[14:42] Dedicated Dreamer: Because you're not on the other side, if you'd become a guy for a year. You'd notice all the big differences
[14:42] Dedicated Dreamer: It's not all heaven at all
[14:42] Orange: Neither are.
[14:42] Dedicated Dreamer: Neither are
[14:42] Dedicated Dreamer: Yes
[14:43] Orange: But I don't understand the concept of not wanting to be the gender I am attracted to.
[14:43] Dedicated Dreamer: You want to be attracted to yourself?
[14:43] Orange: That'd be nice, but I just want to be not deformed.
[14:44] Dedicated Dreamer: You're physically a girl no matter what, what hospitals would do is just reshape you from the outside
[14:45] Orange: Could you invite Adian?
[14:45] Orange: For some reason I can't.
[14:45] Dedicated Dreamer: Would you rather be what's real or what's reshapped?
[14:45] Dedicated Dreamer: Nope
[14:45] Orange: Why?
[14:45] Dedicated Dreamer: I don't feel like mass convosa
[14:45] Dedicated Dreamer: convos*
[14:46] Orange: Sorry.
[14:46] Dedicated Dreamer: For now, adapt with what you are
[14:46] Dedicated Dreamer: instead ofv letting it hurt you
[14:46] Dedicated Dreamer: of*
[14:46] Orange: So I'm cursed forever?
[14:46] Dedicated Dreamer: It's not a curse
[14:47] Dedicated Dreamer: It's a bliss, but you're too pissimistic towards it
[14:47] Orange: lol
[14:47] Orange: piss
[14:47] Dedicated Dreamer: lol
[14:47] Dedicated Dreamer: I swear I knew vyou'd say that
[14:47] Orange: I thought optimism meant that it's going to get better.
[14:47] Orange: I'm going to look it up.
[14:48] Dedicated Dreamer: One means positive, one means negative
[14:48] Dedicated Dreamer: yeah, look it up
[14:48] Orange: And you're saying it's not going to get better.
[14:49] Dedicated Dreamer: No, I'm saying you're only looking at what's negative about your gender
[14:49] Dedicated Dreamer: and ignoring all the positive stuff
[14:49] Orange: But it's not mine.
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: What isn't?
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: It's yours
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: Face reality
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: Adapt to it
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: Deny it, and you'll only hurt yourself
[14:50] Orange: Why do you care?
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: Because when you hurt yourself
[14:50] Dedicated Dreamer: That's what you become
[14:50] Orange: Huh?
[14:51] Dedicated Dreamer: a careless person with nothing to live for
[14:51] Dedicated Dreamer: Life is beautiful
[14:51] Orange: But why do /you/ care?
[14:51] Orange: Of course it is.
[14:51] Dedicated Dreamer: Oh, I care because I understand
[14:51] Orange: For there to be beauty, there needs to be contrast.
[14:51] Orange: You understand what?
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: I understand hardship
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: and experiences that makes life a living hell
[14:52] Orange: You're codependent.
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: because I've been there
[14:52] Orange: You should get that fixed.
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm still there
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: and what I'm doing is fighting it
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: and it's working.
[14:52] Dedicated Dreamer: I suggest you to do the same
[14:53] Dedicated Dreamer: Not by giving up to misery
[14:53] Orange: But you don't know if it's working until you're finished.
[14:53] Dedicated Dreamer: by finding ways to avoid it
[14:53] Dedicated Dreamer: It's worth the try
[14:53] Orange: But you're still codependent.
[14:53] Dedicated Dreamer: I don't care
[14:54] Dedicated Dreamer: I'm a lot of things that are even more positve
[14:54] Orange: But that means you're crazy, so I don't have to trust you.
[14:54] Orange: And that makes me feel better.
[14:55] Dedicated Dreamer: It makes you feel better to believe that the path of being able to see the beauty of this world over its difficulties as
[14:55] Dedicated Dreamer: a path of a 'codependent' person?
[14:55] Orange: Yeah.
[14:55] Dedicated Dreamer: Yeah
[14:55] Orange: You try to help others which hinders your ability to help yourself.
[14:55] Dedicated Dreamer: I face reality, I'm not afraid of it
[14:56] Orange: But you have to be afraid of it and face it anyway.
[14:56] Dedicated Dreamer: I don't believe so, when I help others. I soely do it for the purpose of helping others
[14:56] Orange: That way you're brave, not ignorant.
[14:56] Dedicated Dreamer: And I do face it
[14:56] Orange: But you'll just make things worse.
[14:56] Orange: I know you face it.
[14:56] Dedicated Dreamer: If you give up to it, yes
[14:56] Dedicated Dreamer: If you take it all the way, no
[14:56] Orange: Give up to what?
[14:56] Dedicated Dreamer: Misery
[14:57] Orange: But you need misery.
[14:57] Orange: Misery is part of life.
[14:57] Orange: And life is beautiful.
[14:57] Dedicated Dreamer: You don't need misery, life does
[14:58] Orange: It's better than feeling nothing.
[14:58] Dedicated Dreamer: It's a part of life too like you just said, not life itself
[14:58] Dedicated Dreamer: It's not.
[14:58] Orange: Like being bored.
[14:58] Orange: I'd rather be miserable than bored.
[14:59] Dedicated Dreamer: Being bored can lead to misery anyway
[14:59] Orange: Boredom is nothing.
[15:00] Dedicated Dreamer: Being happy is better than being both, miserable and bored
[15:00] Orange: Ok.
[15:00] Dedicated Dreamer: Common knowledge
[15:00] Orange: I don't know which drug that is.
[15:00] Orange: I'm going to search it on Wikipedia.
[15:01] Dedicated Dreamer: Go on
[15:01] Orange: Argh.
[15:01] Orange: It doesn't say.
[15:01] Orange: Oh well.
[15:01] Dedicated Dreamer: Describe it
[15:01] Orange: It wasn't on there, though.
[15:02] Dedicated Dreamer: Nope, how's the drug's like?
[15:02] Orange: How should I know?
[15:02] Orange: It doesn't say.
[15:02] Orange: Find out yourself.
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: It's YOUR drug. I'm suppose to be hearing about it from you
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: but okay.
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: You and Adian
[15:03] Orange: What do you mean my drug?
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: sound like you're related in some way, haha
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: You mentioned a drug
[15:03] Dedicated Dreamer: you didn't say anything about it
[15:03] Orange: I said that emotions are drugs.
[15:04] Dedicated Dreamer: Emotions are beautiful drugs
[15:04] Orange: The brain releases them depending on what you associate it with.
[15:04] Dedicated Dreamer: Misery is only a nessesary drug when
[15:04] Orange: I don't know what happiness is called, though.
[15:04] Dedicated Dreamer: there's happiness ahead of it
[15:04] Dedicated Dreamer: If there isn't, it's your role to reach to it
[15:05] Orange: So why are you talking to me?
[15:05] Dedicated Dreamer: It's playing with drugs. See it as a game like that
[15:05] Dedicated Dreamer: Why not?
[15:07] Orange: Because it's boring.
[15:08] Dedicated Dreamer: Because it's useful
[15:08] Orange: What's useful?
[15:08] Dedicated Dreamer: Nevermind
[15:08] Orange: Bye then.
[15:08] Dedicated Dreamer: Bye, one more question
[15:08] Dedicated Dreamer: How old are you"?
[15:09] Orange: -1
[15:09] Dedicated Dreamer: Hawt